Either or.

I don't know how much more my heart could take.
I've pushed it to the limits enough times that i don't know when it'll just break.

Just when I thought I have it together, in a blink, i find myself falling apart.
The worse thing is, it IS my choice.

I want it to end. I want it to go away.
I'm starting to let go of myself. I'm losing it.

I want it to stop

And then, begin again.

It's so nice to feel loved.

But it's so amazing to feel alive.